Peices :[

I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it i dont believe it makes me real. I thought it'd be easy but noone believes me i ment all the things i said, If you believe its in my soul id say all the words i know, just to see if it would show, that im trying to let you know, that im better off on my own

This place is so empty my thoughts are so tempting, i dont know how it got so bad
Sometimes its so crazy, but nothing can save me, but its the only thing that i have

If you believe its in my soul, I'd say all the words that i know, just to see if it would show, that im trying to let you know, that im netter off on my own.. :[:[

so sad :p

roses are red violets are blue...this post is gay and my mom is too!

Well today was pretty slow, I definitely have Violet in my hair right now my bangs are super purple and like red idk its temporary though and i am going to South Carolina in a week to chill and see peepz and i am going to get my hair cut and dyed. A few minutes ago my mother wanted me to help her style her hair cuz she's going to a gay club and everything. She said she wants to meet some people. lol. Whelp! i dunno. supercallafra.. what the fuck?! I dont know.. Then who does? Not me thats for sure. Stop!!!! why? it's Hammer time.. thats why.. Then why are you talking to yourself? Because i am very bored. thats why.. Wow.. Loserrrr! no you would only be a Loser if you didnt know what a Flux capacitor is..Whats a flux capacitor...-what do you mean whats a flux capacitor?! Its the only device that allows you to travel through time, didnt you ever see the Back to the Future movies? GEEZ Loser... Im gonna go back in Fucking time..

LET THE BEAT CONTROL YOU! ... damn.... its hot in here..haha so take off all your clothes. yeah i remember that... Do you remember that? cause i do.. In the back of the truck..
OH MY GOD! well i guess i shouldnt say my god cuz hes your god too! but then theres an odd case where..well i shouldnt say odd because matter of factly there are many people that dont believe in god. Sooo.... maybe you are reading this and say i dont give a shit i dont believe in god.. Well you know what .. Good because you are gonna burn in hell! haha i guess i shouldnt say that either because now im gonna burn in hell..jk...so!

I wonder if there is a record for just sitting in front of the computer screen smiling with your hand interlocked on their lap and just staring like a dumbass..
I bring that up because i was just doing it. lol wow..
this is getting too long!

OH OUR GOD!!! lets rent a u-haul and go on a road trip and grab random people and put them in the back of it! then we can have a partyyy! I dont know i so bored! lmao well imma go i guess! --<3 Sammi!--

well

damn.. Its been a while .. And i was at the Holyoke mall all day with my bestie francesca and i hit Hot Topic a few times lol oh i got some brand new bright red jeans two plaid scarves and and other crap. Okay also i dont know why but i have been taking a liking to Escape the Fate more than usual i think that Ronnie Radke which is the lead singer i dont know .. He is seemingly more and more attractive to me lately. he got kicked out.. :( I love you too Max green! (just not right now im mad at you!) things will never be the same without him. It makes me super duper saddd!.. Well then! Warped tour is coming closer than ever! i am super duper excited oh meh gahh! lol idk what that was about. I posted that video on my anything you want blog. I am awaiting more requests. Well imma go i suppose. --Peace out--<3 Sammi Thats ehh.. Ronnie and Max

any ideas??

Oh my God can something exciting or new please happen in my life? that would be great God :] THANKS!

naw. I dont know i like this dude but i kinda feel like he doesnt want to hang out with me i wanted to go to six flags tomorrow with him but im kinda nervous to call him about if hes going because i dont want to annoy him but then if i dont then i wont know if he can go or not.. I dunno what to do honestly :p I dont want to screw things up . I want things to go good with him.


And yes that is in fact DOMO OMG lol hes totally listening to his slurpee ha

rawrzz

I am going to Francesca's Graduation she wants me to go over to do her hair soon! My cousin Brendon wanted me to teach him how to play that tim of your life by greenday song well Brendons calling me to drive over there -- Peace-- sammi!

rawrzz

yeah those are pans on the wall... dont ask.. grandmothers...



outside?

Very nice.

Well i took some pictures I saw the cutest puppy .. Well not the cutest but it was very cute! :] Anyway I am supposed to be leaving soon to go to the hospital to see my uncle i suppose. I am so hungry I think I am going to take a ride to dunkin donuts:]:] I talked to my friend Joey yesterday and my bestest friend Christine is with him! I need to call her I miss her so much. So many memories lol I remember this one time when I was visiting her in Florida because i had moved to Georgia. We took a walk and we were walking on the railroad track and we sat on the top of the train thing it was so BIG! lol. Then we found condoms in this house we broke into and we went back to the house and showed my step-mom and said "look we found balloons!" haha "Give me a douchebag!!!!" Inside joke... lmao you know christine. lmao. Oh yeah and then we made videos of us falling down it was so dumb Haha. I love you <3

guess what

I am watching Harry potter and the chamber of secrets online .. Harry potter cheers me up so much .. so many memories

wow.

If it means alot to you.. thats the song that played when i called him.. Zach. I hate it .. I always think about him How is he doing without me?
Does he ever think of me? Does he still love me? Does some other girl share adventures with him now? ... Just like he and I did. All the time it was something thrilling. Is this really happening? I swear I'll never be happy again and dont you dare say we can just be friends Im not some boy that you can sway.. We knew it'd happen eventually. . I love you Zachariah. Piano, Hidden Lake, Half walks to Ingles (then my mother freaking out about *tornadoes*lol), deciphering what we were talking about and how we felt by sending songs to each other, sneaking out to see him,hanging out with josh to see each other, watching movies at josh's house and not really watching them.. pretending to be mad at you, you making me laugh knowing that I was just wanting your attention. You do L♥ve me. I'll be waiting if you'll be waiting.

Nothing New

Nothing new ever happens so why do i even try. I am living with my cousin and he is 15, but he is such a pain in the ass. I try to be so nice to him he is cool sometimes but he keeps everything short with me. I have been offering things to him asking him if he wanted to do anything tomorrow because he and i are not going to school tomorrow we have no finals. But he is always doing something with his friends or he just says " what do you want to do? Nothing? cause thats what there is to do." and all I can say is "well we can go for a walk or something and he just says "naw im just going to go to the skatepark." I love him but he's such an ass lol.

On top of everything I just moved up here that is why I am living with him. I had a Bf of 8 months would be a year next month, but we broke up because of long distance. And now I am in a new place way far away from everything that I know and at the end of the year no less which means I barely have yet to make any friends which calls for a BORING ass no magical summer and I'm not going to lie it SUCKS... barely any friends because I justed moved here, no guys, no fun. So Lonely.